its been a while...

its been ages...

well....almost...

jaberwacky...i havent update my bloggy like....almost...a few months...

wow! well i guess...this relationship with journals are hard -___-"

since there is a person asking for my M.I.A status...

for not upating my bloggy like monthssss.....hohohoho...

i knew you misses me ngeeeee!!!

well..i did a fresh look for my bloggy as a first start....

hope it does not make you to strain your goggly eyes when you are reading it...

with the bright colors and all..hehehe

will be updating soon.

i mean....soon when there's a an empty box in my schedule.

P/s:there's a lot in my mind that i wanted to update in this journal.so,hope i could make it as soon as possible :) cheerios!

bruises everywhere

i was thinking tht he gonna pick me up as usual

but at the same time i dont want to waste my time waiting

or should i said suspended...

as i always feel that everytime..

so,then i decide to walk to the class since it was late..

i tried to catch up on others so that i dont missed the class

it was LAW class 

so,as i walk to the class....i meet my classmate.

it shows tht im not the only one who is late for the class

so,at last i reached the class.

darn tiring

but then it was enjoying :)

so,2 hours of the lecture past by with giggles and laughter

even though im not enjoying the class since i was having issues with my un-stable emotions

and due to some part tht the lecture said regarding bout cars issues

still feel sad on the inside part of the incident happened during monday presentation :|

i went to meet the lecture for consultation after class bout the assgnmnt

at the meant time he went to the stadium to get his car

after consultation,i wait for him at the sausage stand near the class

i was sitting alone...

not far from there...was a group of 3 girls (classmates) 

one of them throw the statement at me "so,you've to walk to class after this since there will no more cars are allowed"

i was like..WTF....

who are you to ask me to walk or dont used the car since there was nothing legally said that cars cant b used nemore

i answer her statement by telling her that i did walk to class this morning..

so,she was kinda being head-shot on the head.

there was SILENT.

so,went for breakfast.

was still angry with the darn statement.

so,i blew it off.

quite hard.

all i know i was crying.

got hit on the leg.

being cuff on the hand.

being hardly grab from the jaw.

now whats left is bruises.

i couldn't barely sleep last nite.

due to the pain and bruises all over me.

P/s:promise not to touch me but whats left is just a promise.being hit was the best part. thank you for hurting me

liny weeping

so,yesterday was supposed to be a good day for me...

since im awake in the right side of bed...

im in a good mood..

im kinda well prepared for my presentation...

but all of a sudden....

it all turn up side down...

my mood was ruined..

i can remember anything what i have read..

mental block can be such a disease..

so,here i was was half-emo-full-shit-loaded unprepared for the presentaion..

the presentation that carry half of the weight-age of my carry mark..

and there i was about to ruined myself into a big mess...

darn me..

if she now how to shut her mouth full-of-shit ...

then there wont be any reason i want to react as such..

since she started it..

i was there.

so,the battle begins...

presentation starts...

my mood was still swings cause of that biatch...

judge was there too...

saw my unprepared-long face..

so,she question me for me to react such a way....

feedbacks....wasnt good....

i weep...

thanks to the biatch...

the whole class saw me weeping...

at least i was being excused to be alone in the toilet...

P/s:oh,by the way....congrats to those who make for the DL....but for the NEWBIES,congrats for being a cheater!!!! 

happy happy happy birthday

yesterday was grandma's birthday.

so,we kinda do a last minute celebration.

uncle bought a jelly cake since she cant eat sweet things due to the high blood presure

so,he got jelly cake instead of the normal cake that full with icing

but it was cool though...

the new way of cake being made ;)

the day before that was another birthday

yup,the little princess birthday 

so,yesterday they celebrate their birthday together

but the princess take control n blew out the candle 

ugghh! as usual -control freak-

oh,its also my baby bloggy birthday

yessire! my bloggy just turn 1!

aww..still small....

P/s:happy birthday to princess, happy birthday to granny n happy birthday to my dear baby bloggy!

happy birthday b**t.

today's her birthday.

she's turning 7yrs old today.

still have problem with her out-spoken mouth

"tongue-twister"

fav occassion: picnic

occupation: flower girl

P/s:happy birthday

a makeover

its not bout me having a makeover bout myself..

pampering myself n making me pretty

uggh!! totally not! not that kind of thing!

its bout me having a proper lifestyles like any other girls do

i need a place of my own

seriously! i need it!

since in secondary school,i was thinking of getting myself an apartment

where i can do my stuff there without any other people bothering me at all

i meant it! AT ALL!

but what can i do

i was a kid!

darn me!

now for 19 years!

i dont hv any room fr myself!

yes,really! 19 years!

well..i dont live in the basement though....

but tht will be better other than not having a room!

this is just pathetic..really really really really really really...ok,i meant really  extremely pathetic...

i dont hv my own  room..

where i can glide,scream or do whatever i want.

there have been once we move....

not that far...

but still better than ever..have to passed the organ cause of something happened to it...

but things get even worst...

the damn room is facing the highway....

how could i possibly fall asleep when there are voice of heavy vehicles passing by each minute...

this is a disaster!

better worst..

when i went to the room to study..

some people cant just believe me that i am..

well..just there an occasion that i was on the phone...

so,they think i was lying to them...

this is suck!

n now,since my cuzie is staying here..

he took my room....

it just....

sickening....

thats all i can say....

and i still dont have a proper room for me to put my things n everything.....

P/s: hate myself rite now.fish me

he is she

we share the same birthday

we love to hear the same songs

we have the same obsession

we own the same label

we love the same number

we love to get on each other nerves

we are who we are

he is she

she is he

it complete the both of them

P/s: the spaces between her fingers are completed by him whenever he's by her side.